I got told off and I guess I kinda deserved it.
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Reply letters
The idea is this. Just before I left Rowen and I sat down and talked. He had some questions about some things and I felt it wa my obligation as his brother to tell him the truth. I didn't know it would affect him the way you say it did. I mean I thought he had a little more mental frtitude than that. Anyway I did what I thought was best. While we were talking I got a visit from Celia. She is the daughter of an old adventuring friend of mine. She was having a problem with the local government and asked for my help. I had promised her father that I would look out for her at any time for any reason. Her father was probably the only best friend I ever had. As for how I feel about you. I am not sure. I like that you are a slut, but somehow I got the sense that you aren't to happy with yourself. I don't know if I love you (Never felt it) but I do know that I like you alot. I am sorry if I worried you and if I caused conflict with Rowen. I left as I said to keep a promise to my dead best friend and I had to leave at that particular moment. I need to talk to you when you are around next. The explanation is more difficult than that. Notice I said explanation not excuse. Tell Hesta I am sorry for what I said to Rowen, but didn't know what else to say to him to explain it. After you stop fuming at me let me know that you are alive and that you still want to talk to me. Remember one thing though. I never used you because I never claimed I cared. I am not sure if I do or not, but maybe you can help me figure that out when I talk to you. Quinn